


I don't know how I ended up here. In fact, sometimes I forget all of the shit that I have accomplished and defeated to get to this point and this place in my life. How did I end up in New York City in this small studio apartment writing this blog post about being in New York City? The city of the dreamers and the doers. I am very familiar with the aphorism "If you can make it in New York city, you can make it anywhere" and I must admit that it is not just some hyped expression to scare you, it is reality. It is my reality. Only the fearless, the brave, and the hungry pack up their shit and head to the nitty gritty streets of New York city with only a dream and a suitcase full of clothes of course.
So again, I ask myself how did Akia, a 20 year old wild child who has never had shit, but a inclination to clothes end up in New York city? Well, I packed up my shit and purchased a one-way ticket to LaGuardia airport. I had never been out of the state of Florida other than my birthplace, Alabama. I had never been on an airplane. I did not have a place to live. I had no idea how I would pay tuition. I trusted my intuition and went with my gut feeling. I was fearless, I was brave, I was hungry. I moved to New York without a lot of things, but I had a dream of running around the city in Christian Louboutin pumps and an Alexander McQueen dress attending countless meetings with important people and returning to my pent house on Fashion Avenue to have a class of red wine, kick my feet up, and get lost in the city lights from my window. Hell of a dream right? It is that dream that gets me out of bed at 6 a.m. 7 days a week. Do not get me wrong, everyday is not a stroll on Fashion Avenue. New York City is constantly weeding out the weak from the strong. Even the strong are sometimes ripped apart and spit out by the city. It is all about how far you are willing to challenge yourself to pursue your dreams. After all, my goal is to have breakfast on Fashion Avenue.
CITY OF THE DREAMERS

Inspiration Of The Week
What inspires me the most about Brandon Stanton's, humansofny Instagram account is it's rawness. The account features so many different stories with so many different truths. His ability to capture beauty in so many different lives without editing the truth is amazing!
20 SOMETHIN'

The 20 somethin's. The years that everyone loves to hate and forgets to love. The misconception that you should have your shit together in your 20's is what fucks our 20's up the most. We want our dream jobs, the perfect love story, two children, preferably one son and one daughter, financial stability, and to travel the world in our 20 somethin's when we have not even mastered the art of washing our own laundry!
Your 20 somethin's are the years to fuck up your life completely and to find yourself while doing so. Learn what turns you on, what turns you off, what makes you insanely happy, what wrecks your spirit, and what your morals consist of. Party until the sight of a cup of alcohol makes you gag. Have one million break ups and make ups, pierce your nipples, experiment with your sex life, quit your job if it doesn't make you happy, fall in and out of love, live your fucking life!
As I reflect on being 20 somethin' I realize how all of my experiences have gradually molded me into the individual that I am now. I've experienced love, hate, rejection, acception, failure, pain, misunderstanding, disloyalty, and excessive happiness, none of which happened overnight. Finding your true self sometimes means losing yourself. We must all lose ourselves in our 20's and stop trying to have it all together. It is ok to be lost, to not know the answer, to cry, to laugh, to hurt, and to fall completely apart, but most importantly it is ok to be 20 somethin'.